No one reads.

Damn it.
I can't seem to focus.
I become lazier and lazier as each paper ends.
There're 4 more papers left.
And I really got to concentrate.
It's POA tomorrow, fck.
I can't afford to flunk any subjects.

Maths Paper 1 was a disaster.
I dropped A-maths.
Chemistry was half a disaster.
and... ah, screw O's.

I can't can't can't xinfinity flunk POA.
But how?
All those formats and questions just look so damn similar.
AND THE DAMN THING IS, I CAN'T SEEM TO FORCE MYSELF TO STUDY.
I say so much, but didn't do anything.
I could've used this time to study, but I did not.
This feeling is really wtf-ish.

It's like, you really really wanna do something but unable to do it.
o.o
ah, whatever.

O'S.
SHOO SHOO.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE SOON.

5 more papers to go.
I can do it.
I don't have a choice. D:

Not that anyone read this anyway.


It's amazing how I don't react strongly straightaway after the teacher dismissed us.

For most people, they'll be like: " Oh no, I should've done this, done that." " This paper is really difficult...I don't think I can score well..." and whatsoever.

At most, I'll express my views on the paper with like one or two friends.
And when night comes, when I'm alone, I start to think. Alot.

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I don't know what is it that I actually wanna say.
It sucks not knowing what you're doing so much for.
It sucks not knowing what your aim of doing something is.
Damn it.