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theres been a lack of entries recently... i haven been blogging after the exams.. kinda weird isnt it. blog during exams bt stop blogging after exams. maybe i've been plaeing too much till i lazy to blog. blah. excuses.

bt seriously, this past few daes(or weeks), had been great fun. i had never had so much fun wif frens since the starting of the year. cuz seldom go out wif frens. especially the harpies.

lets start frm.. the dae where me and hy went to gym+swimming pool. wat a tiring dae, tat was.
didnt planned to go swimming in the first place, bt we juz cant resist the temptation of the swimming pool.. with those shimmering water under the sun... aiya, dunno use what words to describe it. its juz make u wanna jump into the pool and relax.

and so, we went to the gym. cuz we didnt prepare for the swim... i still tot tat its juz a tot u noe, abt goin swimming.

bt in the end, we got our stuffs and went swimming.. bt..

hmm. juz came back frm my auntie's hse. went to my cousin's house first cuz her child man yue.. her child very cute.. then after tat went to my auntie hse, which i said earlier. LOL.

then.. sit down there.. talk wif my niece, then plae her hp. her hp de games very fun. lol.

hm.. then wait for dinner. so hungry.. then after eating, watch tv lor.

then later went to the " plaeing room " tats meant for plaeing lar. for the small children.. then i go join in the fun. ahaha.

u noe wat they plaeing??

wat happened. why suddenly i become like so moody.. like can cry anytime. especially in class 2dae. sigh. its like, alot of thoughts leh.. i tried stopping myself from thinking too much, bt.. it juz doesnt help. i will keep on thinking thinking and thinking, until i cant concentrate. then if i dun think, eventually i will still be lost in my thoughts. and the prob is, when i am thinking, i will appear like sumkind of sian sian person.. then like nt happi like tat.. and whenever im thinking, then suddenly gt ppl tok to me, then my thoughts are interrupted le. u get wat i mean?

so hor.. nxt time, if i appear like in a daze or sumthing, its nt becuz i nt happi lehh.. its juz tat im thinking. i also dunno thinking abt wat. juz sum random thoughts.

seriously, i hate tat u noe. be in a daze and wif thousands of thoughts running through my mind. ( nt so exaggerating lar.) and then it will be like so stressful.. plus i nid to study.. i realli nid to concentrate.. wif all these, i dun think i can... sigh. wat am i supposed to do.

lol.. maybe i should knock my head onto sumthing realli hard, then get memory loss? then wont think too much le? eh.. cannot. like tat de hua, i will think even more to remember my past.
omg. ze me ban.

wah.. suddenly feel like crying. wat is it sia. wat exactly happen.

maybe cuz of stress? i dunno.
maybe cuz of sum other matters? i realli dunno.

sigh.

why do sum ppl hav to enter my life and leave a big big scar be4 they leave, making me feeling so miserable.

blah. crap lar, this post.

ah.. dunno why 2dae macam so moody in class... especially towards the end of school... should be happi rite... bt dunno why, i feel like so moody.. then suddenly i macam hate alot ppl macam tat. grr.

this is nt right. i cannot be like this. why 2dae i so siao. sighh.

maybe due to the noise pollution? u noe, when u finally want to concentrate, and realise tat the environment does nt allow u to do tat, its like.. so frustrating. grr.

and another reason is tat.. i cant stand daniel. i seriously cant stand him. he gt highest for POA and when he go ard giving out the test, he will sae, " sorri ar.. sorri.. i gan dao hen yi han." to those who fail..( i think.) and go, " congrats, congrats." to those who pass.. i mean, wah.. even if u get highest, u dun hab to be like so dam sarcastic to those who fail rite. u may think u re funny by saeing those words, bt i tell u, u sound like sumkind of idiot, wif the "im so funny" expression. wth. and i can tell u, NOONE IS LAUGHING. heck.

wah.. didnt u learn tat being modest is a virtue. ( sumthing like tat.) so wat if u get highest? its juz wrong of u to sae those things.. yea yea.. maybe u meant it as a joke, bt.. wat a stupid joke.
i tell u, although ur poa is realli gd, tat doesnt mean u are gd in joking.. and u suck at it lar, seriously.

so... since u suck at it, i advise u to stop making this kinda stupid jokes.. and continue doing well for ur POA k?

second thing i cant stand him is tat.. he asked teacher," cher, who get highest marks ar?"
omg. stupid sia. he noe he highest le rite, and by asking teacher tat, he juz wants ppl to noe he is the one who get the highest mark.. bt hor... sorri ar.. we all dun gib a dam lor. we dun even care..

so.. u better shut up and juz do wat ure best in and stop being so proud lar, can?
so wat if ur results are gd but hab an extremely bad attitude?
so.. i suggest, u go learn hw to hab a gd attitude first, be4 u start making those stupid jokes again.

oh yah.. when he came to gib me my paper.. u noe wat i said to him? " shut up lar... very noisy leh.." lol. i said that to him. O.o

and wondering hw much i scored for the test? hahaha. 19 and a half upon 30? i think so.

so... i want remind u ( dan lar, if he can read this.) tat... dun EVER be so sarcastic and proud again k.. like i said, being modest is a virtue. so.. u bloody go learn hw to be modest.. o .. or maybe.. u cant even be qualified to learn.. cuz.. hw can such ppl like u learn to be modest. aiya. watever. and if u dunno wat modest is, go check up the dictionary.


* lol. sorri ar. this post abit aggressive. cant help it leh.. dam angry.*

sighh. this past few daes had been so fun tat i dun wanna go sch... exams quickly finish lehh.
seriously, its been quite a while since the harpy went out together... andd... ANDDD... ahhh. why go out during the exams period.. why why??? ahh. its like... so dam fun.. until dun feel like study... macam cannot be serious like tat... so... peeps, holidaes de shi hou, muz go out even more k.. muz enjoy ourselves until we shuang.

hmmm... fridae... very fun.. we were supposed to study, bt like i said, its hard to be serious wif a bunch of like.. extremely funny frens ard. lol, actually its me lar.. me cant concentrate studying. the others like so dam hardworking.. study study. then me sit there feeling so guilty. blah.

lol... then... the chocolate shopp. the chocolates.. are so nice.
and so ex too.


then i fastforward abit lar. dun wan write abt hw we enjoy the choco lar, later feel like eating again.


k... then we in train... nth much lo. stare at each other.. then gt this awkward silence.

hmm. then reach tampines, rai, amirah and ernie walk different ways as px, hy and me.
then... we go tm walk walk, then go cs walk walk. then after tat, px go meet her mum.. then left me and hy.. then we walk walk... then go inter lor.

then go inter... supposed to take bus go home le lar, bt hor... since long time didnt tok tok liao.. then we go to the dunno sum kind of bench sit down. then talkkkk for ard 2 hrs? according to wat hy said.

thenn... alot of things lar. the conversation so fun. exchange secrets... blah..

then umm... yea like tat lor..

its like.. so long didnt go out wif h* grp le.. and everytime im out wif them, they sure brightens up my dae. and they do crack me up.. making me laugh like sumkind of siao ding dong.

hw i wish... we are all in the same class.. bt who noes, if we are in the same class, will it be the same? as the saying goes... absence makes the heart grow fonder. lol.

so... can be consider quite a lucky thing to be separated.. cuz if we didnt, would we still noe hw important and precious they are to me? and of cuz, to u?

and when u finally learn hw important they are to u, u learned hw to treasure them, and yes, im learning..


* this post quite lame lar hor. macam so boliao.*