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wat happened. why suddenly i become like so moody.. like can cry anytime. especially in class 2dae. sigh. its like, alot of thoughts leh.. i tried stopping myself from thinking too much, bt.. it juz doesnt help. i will keep on thinking thinking and thinking, until i cant concentrate. then if i dun think, eventually i will still be lost in my thoughts. and the prob is, when i am thinking, i will appear like sumkind of sian sian person.. then like nt happi like tat.. and whenever im thinking, then suddenly gt ppl tok to me, then my thoughts are interrupted le. u get wat i mean?

so hor.. nxt time, if i appear like in a daze or sumthing, its nt becuz i nt happi lehh.. its juz tat im thinking. i also dunno thinking abt wat. juz sum random thoughts.

seriously, i hate tat u noe. be in a daze and wif thousands of thoughts running through my mind. ( nt so exaggerating lar.) and then it will be like so stressful.. plus i nid to study.. i realli nid to concentrate.. wif all these, i dun think i can... sigh. wat am i supposed to do.

lol.. maybe i should knock my head onto sumthing realli hard, then get memory loss? then wont think too much le? eh.. cannot. like tat de hua, i will think even more to remember my past.
omg. ze me ban.

wah.. suddenly feel like crying. wat is it sia. wat exactly happen.

maybe cuz of stress? i dunno.
maybe cuz of sum other matters? i realli dunno.

sigh.

why do sum ppl hav to enter my life and leave a big big scar be4 they leave, making me feeling so miserable.

blah. crap lar, this post.