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When some people sae they wanna change for the better, they realli do... bt for some people... when they sae they wanna change for the better, they seems to be always doing the same old stupid things, giving people the idea that they dun even bother to try.


kk.. this person... seriously, i dislike him alot. when i sae alot, means ALOT. i dunno.. he didnt offend me... he didnt do anything to me.. he didnt tok to me at all.. we dun even look at each other in class.. we have absolutely nth to do wif each other.. bt... i juz dislike him.

His actions, his voice, his volume, his way of trying to get attention, his face... basically everyting of he's irks me.
bt one dae.. i went to his blog.. ( i dunno why either.. i wasnt in my right mind that dae, i guess.)
and.. he signed his post as.. " XXX, the guy wanting to change for the better."
so i thought, hmm.. maybe hes a nice guy afterall, he knew he nid to change.. he knew that he cannot continue this way.. at least, he knows.
yea.. ever since that dae, i changed my view of him...
but...

HE JUZ STAYS THE SAME WAY AS HE IS BEFORE. like WTH.
i mean like, if u sae u want change rite.. at least show some enthusiasm in it. as..in.. dun juz SAY.. muz ACTION also. juz by saeing doesnt help u change u noe... action helps.
bt.. that guy simply juz doesnt seem to be doing anything. he continue toking in some irritating way... he continues making stupid jokes.. he continues making stupid actions, trying to get attention... he continues toking in a LOUD voice..., he continues doing everything that irks me.

and that makes me DISLIKE him even MORE.

i hate ppl who sae this and do another thing. u say, u bloody go do it.
dun say say for song, then song liao, juz leave it alone.. like as if u didnt sae be4.
like wtf lar. you, yourself sae that u want change.. bt theres like no change at all lor.
then when ppl scold u or 'discriminate' you, u indulge in self-pity again.

" why they always do this to me.. i tried to change liao rite... " wateva shit.
u got try mah.. u REALLI got try mah. u ask urself lar.
always doing the same old stupid things = got try ah..
like tat, u forever will stay the same de lor...
pls lar... stop it can... dun like always indulge in self-pity.. yea.. i noe.. it hurts.. it realli hurts.. bt.. why wont u change? if u change, it will stop, wouldnt it?

so... u deserve it. u noe that it hurts, yet u dun wanna change. its actually ur own fault that things became this way. so stop blaming others lar.. stop saeing that others are being mean to u... didnt spare a thought for u... DID U EVER SPARE A THOUGHT FOR US ANOT.
u say lar. SAY.

i had enough, seriously.