No one reads.

That I'm afraid.

Time just passes by so damn fast, which is starting to freak me out.
No, I'm not talking about O's and exams and anything related to that...
( 'course, I'm still /very/ afraid of it... )

I'm just shocked by how fast a day ends.
It's too short, seriously.
I don't want it to end so quickly.
I don't know why either, I just hope a day will last longer.
I was having dinner just now. And while eating, I took a glance at the clock.
And it was 9plus.
I always have dinner really early, like, 4plus or something.
So, when I saw the time, I kinda panicked.
I was like, it's SO LATE?

ah, damn it.
I don't know how to continue this post.

Moving on...
Yeah, so I was at LH's blog just now.
And I saw him congratulating people who got A for their MT paper.
And I wasn't in the list of names.
I got an A too.
No no no, don't get me wrong... I'm not unhappy over this.
In fact, I'm just... attacked with insecurities.
Questions like, " Why isn't my name there? Is it because he dislike me, that's why he don't wanna put my name in? Is it because, by putting my name in, irks him? " so on and so forth...
I know, I'm such a worrier.

Little actions, simple words, will affect me for... god knows how long.
And I hate being like this.
I don't know, I don't want people to have a bad impression of me.
Ah, if only I've known this will happen, I wouldn't start reading any blogs at all.




A day should be longer,
for I don't know when,
I'll never have the chance,
to experience life like this, again.