No one reads.

after what seems like a thousand years, I finally told him.
idk exactly what I felt when i read his reply.
I only know that i was damn nervous.
and i used my hand to cover whatever he said first.
and then slowly move my hand away and read it.
loser, i know.

oh, i kinda laughed it off after I read it.
mhmm.
i won't say i was hurt.
i won't say i was sad.
'cause i know i wasn't.
it's just... idkkkkkk.

but finally, all's over.
I guess I'm able to let it go now.
Get over it.
jh congratulated me for being back to earth.
SO, I MUST NOT DISAPPOINT HIM.
mhm.

sooo, i've presentation tomorrow.
shit.
I'm damn nervous, okayy.
Nigel said he's gonna wear something striking. -.-
like, PINK.
and he said Darrick's gonna wear something funny.
and he said he's gonna ask Ihsan to wear something nice.
and he said he'll try to hire as many people as possible.
SHIT LA, HOW AM I GONNA PRESENT LIKE THAT.

sigh.
i'm really really freaking out now.
thus shall end this post abruptly, again. HAHAHA.


you don't know how difficult it is not to avoid you.
and, it's time to say goodbye.