No one reads.

hurhur.
I know I'm supposed to stop living in denial and just get over the whole thing.
I tried.
Really.

but why do i have to see him again.
and why the fuck did I keep talking about him just now, EVEN NOW. wtf?
and why jh so harsh.
okay, i know its because im so... blah.
idk.
heh, maybe i enjoy living in denial.
which is stupid.
lol, wtf...
told myself that at least he appeared in my life and i got to know him and had memories that no one elses have.
But, really, I'd rather not have them.